"...I'm an enabler. Yeah. I know the psychobabble."
|Full Name||Esme Song|
|Nickname(s)||Sis (by Miles)|
|Date of Birth||1999|
|Eye Color||Dark Brown|
|Family|| Unnamed Mother (Deceased)
|Relationships|| Miles Hollingsworth III (Ex-Friends with Benefits)|
Zoë Rivas (Kissed)
Zig Novak (Boyfriend)
Winston Chu (Stage Kissed)
|School(s)||Degrassi Community School|
|First Episode||#NoFilter (1502)|
|Episode Count|| 19|
|Portrayed By||Chelsea Clark|
Esme Song is a Senior (Grade 12) at Degrassi Community School. Prim and proper, a button-down keener on the outside, an erratic thrill-seeker on the inside, Esme's a student who lives in the moment. She's confident, knows what she wants, and isn’t afraid to manipulate others in order to get it. These antics are rooted in her desperate need for attention, so when things don't go according to her plan, Esme lashes out in manic, psychopathic ways. She was friends with Miles Hollingsworth III, on whom she used to have a crush on and is dating Zig Novak. She has conflict with Winston Chu, Zoë Rivas, Maya Matlin, Tristan Milligan, and Shay Powers. She is labelled as "The Bad Influence". She is portrayed by Chelsea Clark.
In #YesMeansYes, Esme becomes annoyed with Miles and Winston for talking in class. After telling them to stop multiple times she snips a piece of her hair and asks Miles to hold the scissors. Right after doing so, she raises her hand and tells the teacher Miles cut her hair. This results in Miles getting an after school detention. The next day, Miles and Winston confront her in the hall and she reveals that getting Miles detention was an elaborate ploy to get him out of the family dinner with his father. She states that if Miles father is a criminal, there is proof. She then implies that Miles should get a key and search his dads apartment.
That evening, Esme and Miles break into Mr. Hollingsworth's apartment. While they search, Miles asks Esme why she is helping him and she says she is new and also wants someone out of her life. Esme suggests they search his laptop which leads Miles to read his dad's e-mail. Suddenly the door of the apartment is unlocked and they quickly hide in a closet. Miles begins to panic and Esme covers his mouth with her hand, which doesn't quiet him. Esme then kisses him in order to keep him quiet, they then begin making out in the closet. The next day, Esme gives Miles advice and hands him her "happy-pills". She then kisses him on the cheek goodbye.
In #NotOkay, Esme is seen with Miles at Lola's Cantina when they run into Tristan. When Tristan tells Miles that he is dating someone new, Esme mocks him by asking if they're soul-mates already. Tristan gets defensive and assumes Esme and Miles are dating. They laugh and jokingly agree they have "more of a sibling relationship", and then start kissing to make Tristan uncomfortable. Vijay walks up surprised to see Miles and asks him if they're eating together, Esme seems enthusiastic about the idea but Tristan shoots it down and they walk away. Esme is seen looking at Tristan after Vijay publicly dumps him.
In #ButThatsNoneOfMyBusiness, Esme is first seen quickly slipping Miles a bag of pills before class starts. After talking with the teacher Miles sits next to Esme when Winston questions him. Winston sees the pills in Miles bag and realizes Esme has been supplying Miles with Lorazepam. Winston asks if the pills are addictive and she dodges the answer with a witty come-back. When Miles gets questionable about taking the pills, Esme informs him his anxiety will return if he stops.
Later that day, Miles decides to quit taking the pills 'cold-turkey' and ends up having a panic attack during his interview. Miles calls Esme, who tells him to take another to calm him down, but Miles states he had flushed the pills. Esme stays on the phone with him and talks Miles through his panic attack. The next day Esme and Miles are seen breaking into the girls locker room in order to search back-packs for anxiety meds to steal. Esme says they're looking for someone who is up-tight, she then asks if Miles has seen Shay's bag anywhere. Once Miles finds pills, Esme tells him they're stronger than the ones she gave him but he takes them anyway. The next day, Esme is sitting next to Miles in class when Winston apologizes for snitching. During the boys conversation, Esme is seen taking a pill from Miles as he states that she is "the only person that really cares" about him.
In #NotAllMen, Esme and Miles are seen in the halls when an angry Hunter passes them. The two of them are seemingly high when they approach Hunter at his locker and he calls them delinquents. Esme is seen giggling as Miles makes jokes at Hunter.
In #ThisCouldBeUsButYouPlayin, Esme approaches Miles in class and tells him he smells like a dumpster, or two. When he asks what happened the previous night; Esme states they snuck into a club and Miles stole liquor from the bar. She then tells Miles that by the time she was out of the club he was already gone. Miles is concerned he could have really hurt himself but Esme doesn't seem to care. She then hands him a bag filled with pills to take, which Miles accepts. Later that day, Esme and Miles stop at Lola's Cantina while extremely high. The two are uncontrollably giggly as Tiny approaches and tells them to leave. They're confused until Tiny states that Miles sent "junk pics" to Lola the night before. Surprised, Esme checks Miles' phone and finds the picture which makes her gawk. Miles takes the phone from Esme and tries to show Tiny his junk. Annoyed, Tiny pushes Miles which causes Esme to stand. Miles taunts Tiny further by preparing to flash him, but Miles trips and ends up hitting his head on the pavement.
The next day, Miles is home with his Mother when Esme randomly enters. Miles is taken by surprise and asks her to politely leave. Esme doesn't take him seriously until Miles outwardly says they can't hang out anymore, which noticeably upsets her. Esme is rude to Miles before leaving his house, stating he has "no friends and a crap family".
In #SinceWeBeinHonest, Esme is seen hiding wrist bandages while she walks into class. Once Miles notices them, she pulls her shirt sleeve on top of it. Concerned, Miles talks to Esme in the hall and she breaks down. She tells him she attempted to kill herself over their separation because Miles wanted her "out of his life". Overcome with guilt, Miles ditches Tristan and begins hanging out with her again.
The two of them are sitting outside when Miles begins to question Esme about her suicide attempt. When Esme gets defensive, Miles removes the bandage from her wrist and realizes she never attempted to kill herself. Esme admits she faked self-harm because Miles was ignoring her. She tries to manipulate Miles which irritates him. When Esme desperately recommends that they run away together, Miles realizes she is a terrible influence on him and cuts her out of his life.
Season 16In #SquadGoals, Esme is seen sitting in class when Zig arrives late and takes the seat next to her. Later that day Esme and Zig are seen flirting by the printer. Maya awkwardly approaches the two of them to get her paper and interrupts their conversation which makes for an uncomfortable silence. The next day Maya is scrolling Zig's Hastygram which shows Esme hanging out with him at a party. Maya then asks Grace if she knows anything about Esme to which Grace replies "Who?", implying she does not.
In #BuyMePizza, Esme is seen rolling her eyes as she watches Zoë audition. Esme is then called up next and as Zoë leaves the stage she gloats to Esme that she already got the part. Esme first questions who Zoë is and then tells her she didn't look like she wanted to kiss Winston. Zoë doesn't seem to care as long as Winston buys it, she reveals Winston has had a crush on her since "forever". Esme doesn't believe her and whispers in Zoë's ear that forever was a long time ago, she then catches Zoë staring at her chest. The two smugly agree that the best women will win. Zoë is later seen talking to Tristan about Esme.
The next day, Zoë rudely interrupts Esme while she is studying to ask how she managed to get the part. Zoë then asks her to demonstrate how she did it and Esme reluctantly gets up to starts to delivering her lines. She then notices Zoë isn't even looking at her and after catching Zoë's attention they pick up where they left off and Esme pecks Zoë on the lips and encourages her to keep going with the scene. This causes Zoë to kiss Esme deeply in return which takes her by surprise. Esme is impressed and comments that if Zoë kissed Winston like that during the audition she would have gotten the part for sure. The bell rings and Zoë frantically leaves the classroom as Esme watches. Winston later gives Zoë the part over Esme and both she and Zoë seem saddened by it.
In #ToMyFutureSelf, in class, Zoë and Winston present their project about Japan heritage, Esme accuses Zoë of being racist because Zoë dressed up as a geisha and they fight. The teacher tells Zoë and Winston to change their project idea. Later, Zoë and Winston apologize for their project while Esme watches unimpressed. After everyone else leaves, Esme tells Zoë what she thought about her apology but Winston intervenes and stands up for Zoë and Esme says sorry before leaving.
In #RiseAndGrind, Esme watches Zig and Tiny's dance battle and tells Zig Tiny totally beat him. Zig thinks she's not an expert but Esme says her 12 years of dance training would beg to differ. Esme offers Zig some dance lessons but Zig says no until Tiny leaves and he tells Esme he needs her help, Esme says she thought she wasn't an expert, Zig says she is an expert and I would be lucky if you taught me even one move and begs Esme to help him, Esme agrees on the condition that he is really to work hard.
In the gym, Zig is dancing but Esme is not impressed. Zig gets pissed off and rants at Esme how he can't even be a good boyfriend and sucks at everything else. Esme says she can't believe they are talking about some other girl right now, dance is about confidence, fighting the doubt so forget about her and fight it and asks if he can do that? Zig says he can. Esme says he needs to start again.
At school, Esme arrives and tells Zig that isn't part of the school dress code and asks how his job interview went?, Zig says it turned out to be for a stripper and shows her the tights and tells her to laugh at him, Esme says shes disappointed because he worked hard and is actually good and offers him to join her dance trope over summer and says he doesn't even have to get naked for the audition before bailing.
In #BreakTheInternet, it is revealed that she and Zig began dating over the summer. In class tells Miles she was the one who reported Miles' posts on Facerange to Mr. Simpson. Later when Miles shows a bloodied Tristan to the class, Esme is triggered and shoves Miles, which causes Zig to take her away.
- (To Miles and Winston): "I missed what Mr. M said about iambic pentameter." (First Line) - #YesMeansYes
- (To Zig): "Dance is about confidence, fighting the doubt so forget about her and fight it." - #RiseAndGrind
- (To Mr. M.): "Miles cut my hair!"- #YesMeansYes
- (To Maya): "Do I look like the forgiving type?" - #Woke
- (To Zig, about Maya): "She's ODing!"
- Zig: "Well should we try to make her throw Up?!"
- Esme: "NO! No! You never do that! I learned that with my mom...we have to put her in prone position! And call 911!" - #ImSleep
- "No one can know what's going on inside someone's head." - #ImSleep
- She is one of nine main characters who didn't speak in their first appearance. The other eight were Spike, Marco, Anya, Riley, Luke, Cam, Shay, and Saad.
- She pretended to self harm to get Miles back.
- She shares similarities with former Degrassi characters Leia Chang, Bianca DeSousa and Imogen Moreno.
- Esme is Korean.
- Esme has done 12 years of dance training.
- Her mother committed suicide when Esme was ten and she found her body.
- Esme was able to save Maya after Maya's suicide attempt after learning what not to do with her mom.
- Esme is one of nine characters to stop or save someone from killing themselves, the others being:
- Sean saved Craig in When Doves Cry (2)
- Tyler Bishop saved Sean Cameron in Back In Black
- Jay saved J.T. in Turned Out (2)
- Manny saved Darcy twice in Standing in the Dark (2) and Live to Tell
- Marco and Craig saved Ellie in Degrassi Goes Hollywood
- Fiona Coyne saved Dallas in Bitter Sweet Symphony (2)
- Zig saved Zoë Believe (2)
- Esme and Zig saved Maya in #ImSleep
- Main article: Zig-Esme Relationship
|Miles-Esme Friendship||Zig-Esme Relationship||Esme-Winston Conflict||Miles-Esme Friendship||Esme-Miles-Tristan Love Triangle|
|Zig-Esme Friendship||Zoë-Esme Conflict|