Other Riley and Zane fans out there, how are you feeling over this? I don't think I've ever felt like I do now. I've only felt like someone has personally reached inside of me and damaged me once before, but it's still never felt like this. Most of the time I'm obviously mad as Hell and bitter over everything that's happened, but now sometimes I feel like something has died and I don't have the energy for anything positive. Personally, for me I've always felt really close to Riley and felt like I know him personally like he's not just a character, but the way he's been treated and Shannon's tweet make me feel someone murdered him because we'll never get to see him be happy. I can't even talk about it or think about it without crying or having to fight the urge off. I know I can't be the only one who feels this way, so I created this blog so that we can comfort each other.